Blogging, Is this really for me?

I was in a long hiatus without compassionate with the blogosphere. Who cares? I just have eight readers in my list and less than fifty in circles’. It’s not argumentative since for the first time I made this public memoir for some random chronicles in my life. I admit, nothing more unusual to talk; several products to review, my much-loved for nail polishes and some beauty products, the scheduled Mom 101 every Wednesday also failed as well. So sometimes in my free time of work, I already ask myself, “is blogging is really for me?” I don’t have connection as some famous bloggers has. No time to attend for interesting events that may conflict my full time job.

I may have list of my favorite fashion blogs and lifestyle-mommy bloggers and thinking to be one of them (so ingit am I! ) how the hell they become career mom and a top lifestyle blogger they’d be. I mean, the way they become pro in blogging. Blogs that like infomercials and peppered with links and sponsored everything (without bothering to disclose it) and while the works for them. I like some bloggers who are very honest and lovely things to monetize their blogs. I don’t read blogs that just for the sponsored and bared with all product reviews. I may choose to read the great videos tutorials and gorgeous photos (that some how’s my frustration too!) I know we have our own perspective in blogging. We have our own vision and voice to stay in blogging. I do it-and so do the best on the web and on progressive. Yeah, anyone wants to turn lift up their blog despite of all hard times and doings we stumble.

I look on some bloggers who are deemed in such affiliate links and hosting giveaways (that I also joined in some!)  Writing about stuff from their heart which led me too in my various product posts because audiences come to us FOR our honest reviews, right?. But this blog post is likely a fall short. I had a lot to consider continuing for 2014.

I'm thinking that it’s not really for me, but I feel the sense to continue even though it’s not regular posting. Where I am in this type of communication? Will I pursue with my own? Since I am the QUEEN of this blog?

Okay it does depend on me. I’m blogging for me. Then for my brand, because blogging has lessened my stress and insecurities. It given me another way to grow and reach more lovely people.

I want FOCUS. I want to go back to where my heart is really is which and where I can be me. So here I am at, building another ME to share with you along. Finding balance and joy trumps ALL other things.

Any new bloggers out there that pursue blogging even it goes hard times? Any advice? Share me your power encouragements.:)